Post by Shin Yul Kyun on Jan 21, 2009 5:12:55 GMT -5
Me and my boyfriend broke up recently [yes, I'm a girl playing a guy character] and it was a bit of a struggle to stay with him. I guess it didn't work out.
My friend introduced him to me at a party she invited me to and he became interested in me. I knew he was interested in me from the start but brushed it off because I stereotyped guys who wore gangstah looking clothing before. I have a few nice guy friend swho wear those kind of clothing but only a few. Slowly, I gave in and began to like him back with all his sweet talk and the fact he was a rapper--a musician. I usually go out with musician kind of guys. We had a lot of fun being together and making up our own games and stuff. I would be the one telling him to do his work all the time and during the end of the year, we hardly had time to be with each other because of all the work he had to do since he didn't pay attention and went out and partied so much which I really didn't like. He used to smoke but still drinks. Man, he's only in high school! But I admit I did try though. We had great and bad times together :]
Later on, he began to party and drink more and more because of all the bad stuff he was going through, family, friends, etc etc. He just didn't turn to me for his problems, which would have been better than drinking. I broke up with him until he got his life together but I think he took it hard. His attitude changed greatly making up all these lies on how I used him and whatever. It sucked a lot. Worse part was, being well-known by almost everyone can be your downfall if they don't knw the real you. Rumors and more rumors. I could have done the same but that would be wrong and wouldn't help anything.
After a few months, he apologized and wanted to be with me, missing me so much. His friends and even his sister told me to go back out with him. All that persuasion was so tempting that I could have already said yes. And I miss his dog who strangely shares the same name as me--Olivia. But I have to really think about it before anything else. When we were going out, he was so sweet. But when we broke up, he was a total jerk! At least when me and my past boyfriends broke up, they didn't do that to me, not that I know of and we remained friends still. What shall I do? Right now, I have so much essays to do on the computer this semester that it's so crazy! What am I doing on this forum? It's interesting. Besides I would rather be home for a while and not party until I figure out some things.
I don't know if I need advice or anything but thanks for reading if someone's reading this. :]
My friend introduced him to me at a party she invited me to and he became interested in me. I knew he was interested in me from the start but brushed it off because I stereotyped guys who wore gangstah looking clothing before. I have a few nice guy friend swho wear those kind of clothing but only a few. Slowly, I gave in and began to like him back with all his sweet talk and the fact he was a rapper--a musician. I usually go out with musician kind of guys. We had a lot of fun being together and making up our own games and stuff. I would be the one telling him to do his work all the time and during the end of the year, we hardly had time to be with each other because of all the work he had to do since he didn't pay attention and went out and partied so much which I really didn't like. He used to smoke but still drinks. Man, he's only in high school! But I admit I did try though. We had great and bad times together :]
Later on, he began to party and drink more and more because of all the bad stuff he was going through, family, friends, etc etc. He just didn't turn to me for his problems, which would have been better than drinking. I broke up with him until he got his life together but I think he took it hard. His attitude changed greatly making up all these lies on how I used him and whatever. It sucked a lot. Worse part was, being well-known by almost everyone can be your downfall if they don't knw the real you. Rumors and more rumors. I could have done the same but that would be wrong and wouldn't help anything.
After a few months, he apologized and wanted to be with me, missing me so much. His friends and even his sister told me to go back out with him. All that persuasion was so tempting that I could have already said yes. And I miss his dog who strangely shares the same name as me--Olivia. But I have to really think about it before anything else. When we were going out, he was so sweet. But when we broke up, he was a total jerk! At least when me and my past boyfriends broke up, they didn't do that to me, not that I know of and we remained friends still. What shall I do? Right now, I have so much essays to do on the computer this semester that it's so crazy! What am I doing on this forum? It's interesting. Besides I would rather be home for a while and not party until I figure out some things.
I don't know if I need advice or anything but thanks for reading if someone's reading this. :]
