These Magical Words

[Elodie Rose]

These Magical Words
Elodie Morgan Rose's Journal

October 13th - - shortly after lunch

I believe that the incident earlier this morning proved that I am coming into my powers rather quickly. When the Protection spell succeeded, it provided the push I needed to really concentrate when it came to my powers. I am still a young with with uncontrollable abilities... It is a whole lot to deal with at a mere age of sixteen. While most witches my age are practicing witchcraft on their own, I am still trying to limit the destruction my powers usually leave behind.

I wonder what my father would tell me to do. Although he may have been a demon, he showed compassion for my mother, my older sister, and myself. I would like to think that his soul did move onto a better place seeing as he gave up evil when I was born.

I need some guidance in my life - a stable structure to hold onto. No one has seriously grasped the situation at hand yet. Nearly a month ago, Dorjan attacked the school; some students were in on the entire ordeal. It frightens me to admit, but some of the ones I trust may indeed be helping the demon.

Take Prue Halliwell for example. She assisted in killing, so I have heard. Again, I say that it scares my very core to know that one of the people I secretly trust could indeed be headed down a path of darkness. But that is not the worst part for me.

Dorjan wants to pick us off one by one. The concept seems almost unreal. . . unbelievable. But I have to accept what is truth. Dorjan plans to convert the strong witches that survive his attacks. And what I am most afraid of is the fact when he appeared to me all those years ago.

A demon as a father. A few years of training could bring out the darkness within you.

I still remember the way his dark eyes glistened. The way his sadistic smile widened when I showed my powers to protect myself.

I have uncontrollable powers.

I had a demon for a father.

But I am no where near evil.

I will succeed in controlling my powers and be a powerful witch. That is my duty. That is what fate plans for me.

At least, I think so.

Elodie Rose